I still remember. 7 years ago when i got the offer letter from MARA to be accepted as a student at MRSM Kuantan. I'm crying like hell. Like no more tomorrow. Like MRSM Kuantan is a place full of bugs, spider and mobs. Like i will have no friends since no one from my former school got Kuantan.
I still remember. With mata bengkak, i was forced by my mum to go to Supermarket to buy things that is necesary to enter boarding school. I hate that time. It was like halau me from my house. Even the cotton bud pun have to buy new one. I mean new bundle of cotton bud la. Not that i use the used one. Eeiyerk.
At first, yes i cannot accept the new situation. But, day after day, i can managed myself there. I always said to myself: This is your destiny. And Allah has a better plan for me here.
But I left Kuantan with some uneraseable memories that makes me think twice before i go back there. Serious. I hate to be back to Kuantan because of some things.
And now.
I was posted to Sabah. And i'm crying like hell. Eventhough, Encik Fitri is there. And he is my fiance. And he is husband-to-be. But still I don't want to go there.
Like 7 years ago.
Will i end up at Sabah like Kuantan?
Furthermore. Am i going to Sabah with the kerelaan hati or 'saya yang menurut perintah'?
This is your destiny. And Allah has a better plan for me there. InsyaAllah.
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2 years ago
9 Words from you:
Ala PRP je kat sana.. FRP nanti ko mintak la pindah balik.. Bukannya lama pun
Huwaa. Nangis lagi sebanyak satu sungai.
btw, aku ingat ko dah tak bace blog aku lagi since odah dah delete blog die.
thanks anyway.
lone ranger di sabah. HAHA.
Apsal lak kalo odah delete blog dia, aku xbaca blog ko? Heh.. Stela pun dapat sabah gak kot
heh. yeke. ala korang boleh la bersuka ria dapat sabah.
nasib baik sabah ada bagi elaun lebih. lega sikit hati aku. $$$$$. HAHA. kau dapat ke ah elaun tu?
musti la aku dapat.. aku warganegara jarman.. kalau tak dapat, aku mintak semenanjung balik.. haha.. ko pun sukaria la dekat dgn laki ko
ceh. abis tu ko nak gi sabah bile ni. roger ah aku weh.
aku ni jalan sabah memang haram la. dulu bawak keta kat sane pun pakai peta beb.
sabar ye puan surya-to-be
takpelah konye elaun kat sana mahal..blh buat majlis grand2..haha
bilakah nk beli tiket flight?
aku allergy dengan perkataan sabah, tiket, serta kapal terbang. sila jangan sebut depan aku. kalau tak aku nangis. sekian terima kasih.
yang benar.
surya rahman.
p/s: sebut pasal kahwin takpe. MUHAHAHAHA.
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